Work in Progress
Bottoms Up: An Alternative Self-Directed Readiness Training Program
Don Robishaw
Evaluation and Motivational Specialist
In the fall 1993 issue of Adventures
in Assessment, Vol. 5. I discussed the need for pre-goal setting
strategies.
. . . goal setting as a strategy can help some learners take
control of their own learning and become motivated. But pre-goal
setting strategies must be designed and implemented to better help
adults develop confidence in their own ability to use goal setting
as a strategy for learning.
I also offered one group approach that could possibly increase
the chances of goal setting being more effective and meaningful
in Adult Literacy/Adult Basic Education (AL/ABE).
Unfortunately there are some adult learners who have had little
experience in directing their own learning, thus may have problems
with the group investigations I suggested, especially in light of
the practitioners need to give up control and ask the students
to direct or manage their own learning.
Since writing that article I have developed and field-tested a
similar, yet more complex approach. The purpose of this article
is to share some of the critical dialogue of the students who participated
in a pilot study that took place in May and June of 1994. They participated
in a 14 hour training program called Bottoms Up: An
Alternative Self-Directed Readiness Training Program. Its
goal is not only to increase the chances of goal setting being more
effective, but also to help prepare students for self-directed learning
strategies and participatory education practices inherent in some
adult education programs.
Why I developed Bottoms Up
I developed the Bottoms Up program to help students
move closer to self-directed learning as one leg of a much larger
framework. I focused my efforts on the process that relates to just
the learners and not the practitioners.
That full model AGE (the Alternative Great Equalizer)
attempts to bring students and practitioners together as equals.
For true participatory education (not manipulation) to take place,
the following caveats must, at some point, be addressed:
1. Both the students and the practitioners have to have the same
leverage and power for true participatory education to be successful.
(Demartino, A.M., 1994)
2. Practitioners need to play the role of an observer and identify
students who need to participate in an intervention in order to
shed their excess baggage.
3. Most adult educators need to participate in their own brand of
Readiness Training Program or in other words, an unlearning process.
4. Both students and practitioners need to first take part in a
separate reflective processes in order to later come together as
near equals.
5. This ideal state takes a considerable amount of time,
in fact it has to be a continuous lifelong - unending process.
In this article I am presenting several student produced critical
dialogues from the initial field-test of the first leg
of the AGE model - Bottoms Up. In two previous articles
in the All Right News, January, 1994, Reading and Writing
Professionals or Literacy Workers and May, 1994, Diversity
or Conformity, I suggest possible topics for practitioners
who participate in an alternative unlearning process, the second
leg. Personally I would love to see some of my colleagues who responded
in the last issue, Responding to the Dream Conference, to work on
developing a curriculum for the second leg of the AGE model.
The Alternative Assessment Connection
Another incentive for developing Bottoms Up comes by
way of all the progressive programs and practitioners who are developing
exciting and innovative self-directed learning tools and methods
used to assist students in learning how to manage their own learning.
Why, we even have a journal devoted to a single aspect of external
self-directed learning - Adventures in Assessment. There
is a lot of potential for these innovations that help students:
1. Diagnose their own learning needs,
2. Develop and set goals,
3. Identify resources for learning,
4. Choose learning strategies,
5. Assess their own learning, and
6. Assist practitioners and learners in designing and evaluating
adult participatory education programs.
Bottoms Up first deals with the internal side of self-direction
(Robishaw, D.L., 1993), prior to adults learning to manage their
own learning. It later guides and connects the learners to these
new participatory education practices or alternative tools.
Bottoms Up may just be that missing link
that brings all the other mosaic fragments into focus. It helps
learners develop a more positive self-concept through
unlearning the shame issue of returning to school as an adult;
unlearning the blaming themselves mentality;
recognizing and giving themselves enough credit for overcoming
barriers;
developing the self-confidence needed to feel capable of
doing academic work on their own or in a group, thus being able
to manage their own learning and connecting; and
making clearer the purposes of these alternative tools, strategies
and methods, as well as preparing them for participatory education
programs.
Specifically, some students need help developing self-motivation
for learning and then channeling that motivation into the persistence
needed to becoming self-directed. After students begin the critical
reflection process inherent in Bottoms Up, they will
gradually gain the self-motivation and confidence needed to become
the more complete form of self-directed learner, which includes
lifelong learning.
Students participating in Bottoms Up will have the
space to deconstruct their internal oppression and past experiences
with schooling, to critically reflect upon the educational system
and other issues and to participate in a dialogue with their cohorts.
This self-directed readiness program offers the students opportunities
to pursue the knowledge needed to overcome the above mentioned dispositional
(internal) barriers that may interfere with meeting his or her needs,
goals and interests in future programs or educational projects.
After participating in the program students may then be able to
make the appropriate attitudinal and behavioral changes necessary
in order to accept learning in programs as a viable option.
The Development Process
The development of the program itself has been a five-year process.
I had previously conducted inquiries into resistance, persistence
and the situational, institutional and dispositional barriers adults
faced when returning to school. I eventually narrowed that focus
to specifically look at dispositional barriers. I combined what
I learned through a brief review of the literature, directly through
research projects conducted with students, and from my own self-reflections
and the creation of a staged developmental model based on my own
growth experiences, including taking part in all the activities
that came with the turf, including dropping out of school (twice).
An elaborate evaluation plan was also designed and conducted throughout
the entire development process, but is not included in this article.
The Program
There has been one trial run of Bottoms Up thus far,
with two participants, one male and one female. The participants
spent about 14 hours in seven workshops. In each workshop we examined
two different, yet related issues in AL/ABE. In each of the seven
components, the students were first asked to share with each other
and the facilitator their opinions, perspectives and personal experiences
on these issues. I served as the facilitator and began the process
by presenting the topics for discussion with a brief statement,
followed up by several discussion and probing questions. Later different
opinions and perspectives were added to the discussion in the form
of
Fictitious case studies and role plays (dyads)
Brainstorms
Games
Other activities
To make each separate workshop a success and more valuable the
participants were encouraged to talk about their personal experiences,
perspectives, opinions and values, as they related to the topics.
Participants were also encouraged to go beyond their initial position
by comparing, contrasting and weighing other positions or views
carefully against their own.
Dyads/Critical Dialogues
The first goal was to get the participants perspectives, then
to introduce outside perspectives through the dyads (see
Figures 1 and 2) and then to continue the discussion process
from there. The dyad and the following critical dialogue, Resistance
and persistence in schools, make up one component.
All the critical dialogues in this article were extracted from
the 14 hours of taped discussions that took place in May and June
of 1994 at an adult education program located in Massachusetts.
The names of the participants and their respective program have
been changed to protect their anonymity.
Karla is about 30 years old with three children. She had been enrolled
in a couple of other adult schools prior to enrolling in her current
program. She did not complete formal schooling.
Sam is about 25 years old and single. He had been enrolled in this
program for six months prior to joining Bottoms Up.
Sam did complete high school.
The boxed examples on the next two pages are two fictitious case
studies (dyad) used in the third component - Resistance and Persistence
in Schools.
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Critical Dialogues
COMPONENT 3 - RESISTANCE AND PERSISTENCE IN SCHOOLS
[Do some students resist schooling? How?]
Karla: Yes, they do. By not showing up. Sometimes when you
do show up you get a little panicky, you get a little scared. There
are some kids who tend to follow their parents. Like if their parents
worked on a farm and that is what the father is looking for in the
boys
and the son doesnt want to, he wants to become
a lawyer or a doctor or just wants to be nobody. Sometimes when
you try to make your son take over your business or be something
you was they end up on the streets and homeless sometimes. Ive
seen it happen.
Sometimes they [teachers] force it, sometimes you have a teacher
who wont say it out loud but that [soft voice] John belongs
over here or Jane belongs over here. By color. John should be the
machine operator or Joe should be in wood [shop] because some black
people should be contractors - because that is all they deserve.
He doesnt belong here because they have structured classes
for lawyers, doctors, teachers . . . Sometimes the teacher offers
scholarships to the kids. Sometimes they think that this white student,
Jane deserves it, [soft voice] Jane, take this home to mother
and father and dont tell nobody. They do that. They
do, it happens.
[Any other examples?]
Sam: Someone who goes in and is a clown or something probably.
Kids do a lot of things to get the class laughing or something.
Not coming in, pretending to be sick, by getting into fights, by
being bullies, taking money for lunch. Skipping class and being
in the hallways walking around.
They have cliques. My sister use to go to school but she had to
be there early to see her clique. Some people dont go to class
they just hang out.
Karla: On my way to school today I saw a young lady coming
from one of the schools. She had on a dress tighter than my finger.
You could see her figure in it. High heels - like they had been
pulling tricks. They are presenting themselves as if
you can approach me, here I am. No female should be allowed to come
to school now a days - 1994 - dressed that way. If you allow them
to do that, they are going to get away with anything and they are
going to feel like they can. When they start they are going to start
to rebel, like they are doing anyways.
[What cause some students to resist schooling?]
Karla: Ive been there. There were two monkeys on my
back. Ill say three. One in school - teachers, coming home
and classmates. There was no teacher support, student support and
family support. You have got to find that support somewhere.
Sam: Making fun of you. My father used to make fun of me
when I was a kid. Rank on me and stuff. My brothers
would rank on me.
[What about the ones who persist?]
Karla: When you find out that your child likes school and
they are sticking to it and learning is interesting to them and
they keep going you have no problems. It is not hard to steer your
child in the right direction either. They are mainly steering themselves.
You have already put the work into it. You have done your job.
[What are some examples?]
Sam: Steve _________. He wore glasses and the whole
a nerd. An (A) student, triple (A) student, whatever
you want to call it. Everything comes easy for him. He just wants
to study. He doesnt have a girl, doesnt want a girl.
But he is really smart. Comes in early, wants more homework, likes
everybody, a nice guy, with a neat little tie. Participates more
like in chess and different kinds of clubs.
[What causes them to persist?]
Sam: If they like school they have fun. If you dont
like it or have a bad time you are not going to have a very good
time. They get picked on. [But when they become adults
] you
want to be them; they get the money.
Karla: Parents. They were persistent in making sure that
she
helping her to reach her goals. The student also, her
classmates, her teachers. It has got to be everybody.
Sam: A happy childhood. Her mother and father treated her.
. . . She liked learning, she liked school.
[What are some characteristics of a persister?]
Karla: On time for class.
Sam: Dont let things bug em.
Karla: Get there homework done, ask for more work, address
problems in schools, be more open and persistent.
[Are there any bad characteristics of a persister?]
Karla: Yes there are! Sometimes a student who is a persister
or perfect tends to get on your damn nerves. Sometimes they start
trouble. Yes they do. Sometimes their head gets real big - chip
on the shoulder - and your head is up in the air.
Sam: Arrogant!
Karla: Better than anybody and they realize it. Some kids
they are very mean and nasty.
Sam: Some kids take care of them real quick, trip them or
put gum on their seats or put something [signs] on their butts -
kick me or something like that. No one needs it [their arrogance]
[Can this characteristic relate to adult students?]
Karla: Adult students who are going back to learn again
can benefit from when they were a child [experiences]. That support
for me as a child wasnt there.
Sometimes when I come to school now as an adult and think back,
that if I had thought about it more clearly and stuck to it more
when I was younger.... If there is something wrong in the home then
the child will not be able to function right in school. It comes
from home. It is never to late to learn, but it is best to get it
while you are young. It is never too late.
Like now I go to the adult learning class and everybody is equal
- cause everybody understands everybody.
[Solidarity?]
Sam: Yeah, kind of like that.
Karla: It sends an electricity through my system and I feel
good. When I dont attend class I hurt myself more. It is not
being done purposely. We all have to study more to learn.
Sam: You know the teachers in there are pretty nice too.
They are real different, they are easy going. They are not, you
know,
sometimes teachers have that little [chip on their
shoulder]. It seems like, yes a chip on the shoulder - arrogance.
Im better than you because Im teaching you.
These people [in this adult program] are like one of you.
Additional Dialogues
For the sake of space, only the dialogues between the participants
follows from other discussions. Again these critical dialogues are
in the participants own words. Both participants were involved
in the editing process. They were offered the opportunity to edit
out any comments that they were uncomfortable with.
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COMPONENT 4 -
RESISTANCE & PERSISTENCE
IN ADULT EDUCATION
[Why do some adults come back and others dont?]
Karla: Some adults need to. It took me a while to find a
program. This program is right for me. The _________ program wasnt.
It was self work - you worked on your own. It just wasnt there
for me. Ive been there twice. Then I went to another program
that wasnt for me. This program _____is excellent. I like
it. From this one I achieved a little bit more.
Some of them feel it is too late or they are too old. Some of them
just dont care. Why should I learn how to read. What
am I going to benefit from it.
Sam: Because they have kids - barriers - a wife, a job.
[are kids a barrier?] No, but in this day and age you might need
two jobs. Something has got to be done with those kids. You do not
want a stranger down there. Do you know what I am saying? I dont
think it is a barrier, you have to do what you have to do. Schooling
is out there some place. If you can do it, you can do it. [some
things are more important than school] Yeah, putting clothes on
the kids. They are your kids, you had them. If you didnt want
them you wouldnt have them. I remember when I was growing
up we had a wise mouth and would say, what do you think you own
us? When you get older you start to think, maybe they could own
you - just a tiny little bit.
Karla: Some people cant make it because they simply
dont know how to take the bus. There are some that cant
read at all so it looks different, especially if you come from a
different country. But I came from __________[USA]. It is just that
the words look different to me. I couldnt articulate it [the
problem], but now I can.
[What about inside barriers - psychological and emotional stuff?]
Sam: Attitude, probably.
Karla: Self conscious and self confidence. They have to
have enough confidence in themselves. Some have a handicap and they
re afraid of that too. They are embarrassed.
Sam: [Some] They are bullheaded.
Karla: Some just lay in bed all day and feel comfortable
doing that - no job, no life, no nothing. Why interfere and go to
school and get an education.
[Developing persistence in Adult Education programs]
Sam: Keep on coming!
Karla: Try not to miss and if you do, study at home - study
more at home.
When you study more at home it helps. It goes a long way.
[Critical vocabulary words]
Karla: Criticize - Some people come here and they are not
employed. They are on AFDC or Social Security and others work. They
[some of those who work] seem to think that they are more better
than you. Anyone can feel the tension. It exists. It happens.
Sam: Some of them are just mean.
[What about other programs?]
Karla: I dropped out of the _________ program and went back
to the _______. program. I had kids and they told me that I was
more important than my children, and that is a lie. Your education
is important and not your children? She told me that. That is what
she told me.
Sam: You are important too, though.
Karla: I am, but I had those kids. They didnt ask
to come here. If I have to drop out, which I do not want to....
if I feel that I have to drop out I will drop out. They are probably
saying, she wants to drop out and lay up.
[If the problem is the program, how do they need to change?]
Karla: Some of the programs really need to stick to the
level. Well we dont have this here for you, but we have
got it for Maria who comes from Puerto Rico. I was in a program,
it really made me mad when I realized that she was in a level that
I should be at. They had me doing math and she was reading. I said
why are you reading? Im reading so I can learn how to speak
better English. It was the same level I should have been at. The
only thing is that she is in it for a different reason. Im
in it because I need to learn [to read]. There are some people who
dont know how to be a teacher. If you are not getting it,
it makes a lot of difference. It is not fair to you. Who wants to
come into class everyday - adding? Do you know what Im saying?
I want to read. The most important thing to me is reading. They
should try to meet everybodys goals [needs].
Sam: Boy, you are really a very angry women.
Karla: _______ program should be mainly for people who want
their GED. They are a little bit unorganized. That is a waste of
funding. It is not set up right and _______ program is. It offers
a lot for everybodys level.
Sam: They [_______ program teachers] are laid back too.
Their nose aint up in the air. Teachers should
be less uppity.
Karla: The program I was in, they were truly uppity.
[How else should programs change?]
Sam: Programs got to do their own things.
Karla: I dont think they should promote someone that
they know is not ready for it. That is wrong and unfair.
Sam: It is a time bracket too. When the government is funding
it there is always a time bracket. Like 48 weeks or 24 weeks or
30 weeks or something like that.
Karla: Even though the government is funding it, it is still
unfair to us.
There is a time bracket and that is true, but they should be open
enough to let us know that this is not for you. That there are other
programs. If they are that concerned, but some of them are not.
I found out about this program through the _____ program - through
a student. Then my husband came in and found out about it. He brought
me here and got me involved. He was looking for programs for me.
He asked around. We were both looking.
The ______ program is strictly self-dependent, you have to do it
on your own. The teachers can not help you as much either. They
make you take a test. I took a test. I dont even know what
the hell I marked off. I could have been marking off something and
[then] they come and pick me up and wrap me up in padding and beat
me up. That is unfair. Sometimes the government sticks it
to you.
It is there to help you. It is just that the helpers that they
have need help themselves. They do. When I was going, this women
was a college something and she was all into herself.
Sam: Well that is college. They are profethers
[poking fun at elitism]. As soon as you get to be a profether
ha, ha, ha.
Karla: So I left. They were really uppity.
Sam and Karla - Barriers: Transportation, knowing how to
get there, finding out if there are programs for you and your children,
finding the right program, self doubt, respecting authority of teachers,
sometimes depression, fear, peer pressure and courage.
[What can students do themselves in order to develop persistence?]
Sam: Study!
Karla: Stick to it - study. Be persistent about asking about
programs. Be persistent about getting involved in programs. Be persistent
about getting there. Be persistent about finding out what programs
your kids can get involved in while you are at the program. Be persistent
in knowing everything. Ask the teachers questions. Ask the students.
Sam: Get tokens, get a license and try to get a descent
car. If you dont have the money try to borrow somebodys
car or go for a walk.
Karla: Find out the location and make sure it is not rough.
Be persistent about getting there. Be on your toes.
[Let teachers know how they learn best and how they feel about
learning.]
Karla: Yes it is important because if you dont say
anything you will be in the same level you are in. It is important
so you can reach the level you want to reach.
Sam: Well if the teachers are ok with it. Some teachers
dont like that.
[Make school a priority]
Karla: Especially if you are not working. Those who do not
have a job, that can be a priority. It can be second priority if
you have children.
[Make sacrifices]
Karla: You got to take that time to sit down and study.
[Wait for the learning to grab you?]
Karla: No, never wait for anything to grab you, you grab
it! Cause if you wait for someone to come and give you something...
That is like waiting here and Sam will bring a teacher by for me.
Never wait and be persistent.
[Feeling proud?]
Karla: Feel proud about what you have achieved. Feel proud
about pushing yourself. When you push yourself and once you get
it you can feel proud about it. [Is that the same as chip on the
shoulder?]
Sam: No I dont think so. Chip on the shoulder, you
think you are something. Proud is you feel good. Chip is outside.
[Open up]
Sam: I dont know about that. Open up a bit. Maybe
a little bit, but not a lot.
Karla: To me it means to be more open about yourself. Why
you are in the program. Open up more about your lack of reading.
Sam: That is alright, but I wouldnt ... I dont
trust people. I know. I got screwed too many times.
Karla: I have a problem with trusting people - even trusting
my spouse.
Sam: People in particular. Some people, they are all hypocrites.
Karla: Im not really ready to let my guard down. Im
not ready to let someone come in and help me too much. I am independent.
Sometimes it is alright to let someone help and not be so independent.
But when I feel that, that person is helping too much and taking
away my independence I get scared, panicky, defensive.
[Keep a dream]
Sam: Well whatever you want to be. Keep the spirit.
COMPONENT 5 - PERSISTENCE & MANAGING YOUR OWN WORK
[Besides yourself, who else can help you develop persistence? How?]
Karla: Teachers. By asking you if you took out a book to
read or did you study at home. Find out! And if it is not being
done, be more persistent about it.
Sam: Your wife, spouse, mother and father.
Karla: My son helps me. He says ma, are you going to read
a book today? Sometimes I say no. He says why not? What are you
doing? Im usually watching TV when I should be reading a book
or practicing on the computer. I forget words a lot. I forget what
Im writing and I forget how to spell. It is usually the same
words. I ask my son to spell for me. He says you are still asking
me the same words. He says to think about it. So I have to really
get into what Im doing. I need to do that.
Sam: Give you a good kick in the butt and say get going.
[Is that helpful?] Oh I think it is. The kick would hurt a little
bit. Why dont you just unplug the TV and read?
Karla: I dont have to unplug it. I just assign myself
a seat at the table.
[What about self-directed learning?]
Sam: You have to make it to the class. You have to be in
the class before you do anything anyways. You have to
get in the class and learn.
Karla: It means doing your own work. You are going to a
class and managing your own work. You are doing that assignment
that they are giving you. It can be math, it can be science, it
can be about words or compound words, writing a letter. It could
be adding & subtracting. But it is a program you enter into
and you are doing it on your own.
[Is there a connection between persistence and Self-directed
learning?]
Sam: Yeah, persistence going to class. You want to learn.
Keep on coming to class. Make the class interesting. Yeah, keep
people off [on their toes] their feet. It gets boring just sitting
there for a few hours at a time - off balance, give them things
to do so they dont get bored.
Karla: It [persistence] is motivating you to be more independent.
You are learning how to be more independent.
There are games they can play, even with adults they can play games.
Games to help our minds think more and get that energy up - motivate
our brains. Give us ideas.
[Have good teachers?]
Karla: In the adult literacy programs there are good teachers.
That about sums it up for me. They know what they are doing. They
interview the right people. [Do they ever ask the students opinions
when hiring new teachers?] No, some programs do and they should
do it at all programs. If they were to do it here
I think
I speak for all of us. We can all say that we have good teachers
here. They make us feel comfortable. I dont feel uneasy.
[Is talking important?]
Sam: Communication!
Karla: The teachers talking to the students individually
and finding out what are their goals. What do they want to do and
what they are there for?
They communicate with the students. You are not there like a number.
We are not just there to them. The government funds it and they
are doing the right thing.
[A student once told me, this is our turf; students
can tell if the program cares - how can you tell?]
Sam: Well they just flip you off, like [programs
that dont care]. It is like if they say four words to you
and walk away from you or they just dont care about your grade.
They give you an (F) no matter what you do. They give you whatever
they want to give you even if it is below what you think you should
have got.
[How about a pat on the back for coming back to school?]
Karla: Yes, for coming to school.
Sam: You are supposed to come to school anyways,
Karla?
Karla: Wait a minute, Sam! They should pat on the back,
but give you a little something, not an award. But if they have
perfect attendance or something like that, a gift certificate or
something like that. It will set an example for the ones who dont.
Sam: Maybe the ones who dont come in dont want
to be there.
Karla: Not necessarily, Sam. There are thousands of problems
in some peoples lives. Sometimes there are things like... health-wise,
then there are children and then there are doctors and sickness.
Somebody could be taking care of a mother - running errands for
that person.
Sam: Did you ever hear of tutors?
[Students need to be treated like everyone else]
Sam: They should. You got like, you come in and maybe he
doesnt know how to do something yet.
Karla: We all help each other sometimes. If the teacher
is somewhere else we just ask the others students. Teamwork!
[Show students progress?]
Karla: We have goals we want to
[achieve]. Here they
dont give tests. Here they take you and say like
Give
you some pointers. They dont [give tests]. They would if you
asked. I wonder if they need to do that? I would like to [have a
test].
Sam: Some people get nervous. My hands use to shake. They
tell you, you are going to have a test this Friday. I just couldnt
do it. Id do the questions and as soon as the test finished
I forgot.
Karla: I got frustrated because the words just .... they
look so much alike to me as an adult. I was given a lot of tests
that I didnt pass.
[What can others learners do to help there classmates develop
persistence?]
Sam: See what the program is all about and all that.
Karla: Tell them. We do! We tell the students about the
program - the different areas and the different times. There are
options, there is math, there is reading time. Options is when you
play games and usually it is a learning game.
Well yes, the students, the students are nice, real nice to each
other.
Sam: They dont rank on anybody. We are grownups, you
cant do that.
[What can family and friends do to help students develop persistence?]
Sam: They can give you less grief. Like if you are married
or have kids your spouse will take care of them while you are doing
your homework.
Karla: It is going to cause extra work. That means you are
going to have to figure out when to cook supper, when to set that
table and have supper.
If you are single it is a matter of you making time for yourself.
Sam: Let the kids do it.
Karla: Yeah, teamwork! Then after that you have got time
to study.
Sam: You can do it in between soap operas.
Karla: You can do it in-between cooking too.
[Karla, before you talked about managing your own work.]
Karla: 1. Knowing what you need, 2. Developing strategies
to get their goals.
Sam: 3. Choose materials to help you. 4. You should know
enough about yourself and what kind of learning strategies or the
different ways to solve problems that work best for you.
Karla:5. Evaluating your own learning.
[Are persistence and managing your own work connected?]
Sam: Yes they are. I think so. Sure. Yeah. Like um....
Karla: Like getting yourself to the program - involving
yourself in the classes, in options and all kinds of things. Finding
out other choices. Just being persistent and asking the teachers
for more work and help.
Conclusion/Reflections
I need to next conduct an additional field-test(s), based partially
on recommended changes from the participants in the initial field-test.
The most significant change will be to increase the size of the
group, modify some dyad activities, using some of the critical dialogues
from the first trial run as readings in the next field-test, and
improve the group editing process in developing their own critical
dialogues, by putting an emphasis on it being more of a participatory
activity, rather than simply a task that needs to be completed.
Three months after completing each trial run I will return to the
field-test site in order to determine if there had been any continued
movement on the part of the participants towards becoming self-directed
and whether or not this stuff stuck.
What have I learned since conducting the first field-test
Prior to starting the program I gave both participants a pre-test.
I also gave them the same test again at the end of the program.
It will also be given again three months after the end of the program
along with an interview and used to form part of the
basis of an interview guide.
After each workshop I listened to the tape and then filled out
an observation sheet. It was basically a scaled checklist of indicators
(30) that I developed. It was mostly based on the intended learning
outcomes of the program and one unintended learning outcome that
I became aware of after the second component.
To be brief, Karla initially indicated that she blamed herself
because she had to return to school as an adult, was ashamed to
be back in school as an adult and was incapable of doing academic
work on her own. According to her post-test results, Karla indicated
that she has stopped blaming herself, is not ashamed to be back
in school as an adult and sometimes feel capable of doing academic
work on her own. In all she has developed a more positive self-concept.
My own observations were in agreement with what Karla had indicated
on the post test. It was also clear that she recognized and gave
herself credit for overcoming many barriers in returning to school.
(The pre-post test of this particular ILO was faulty and needs to
be redesigned.)
Sam on the other hand had finished high school and did not have
as negative a self-concept of himself as Karla before starting the
program. There was still some indication of positive movement in
the right direction.
My own observational checklist indicated a little more. But for
Sam the biggest improvement area may have come about as a result
of what he learned by being in the same group with Karla. Developing
more of a sense of critical awareness became an unintended learning
outcome during the second component of the program. Over the course
of the next five workshops Sam appeared to be developing more of
a sense of critical awareness. Some of the indicators of this were
that the participants were:
1. Verbally critiquing the educational system
2. Breaking through apathy
3. Developing an awareness of the causes of problems
4. Recognizing that change comes from the bottom
5. Planning to or getting more actively involved in activities that
propose to bring about change
From reading the critical dialogues, it was apparent that Karla
had a keen sense of critical awareness. Sam was more laid
back and willing to give the system time to work. By the end
of the program he was developing more critical awareness.
This is only an evaluation research project. Im certainly
not going to attempt to generalize from two participants. But it
did help these learners and I did learn from them.
References
DeMartino, A. M. 1994, Spring). Letter: Affirmation
for Pre-goal Setting. Boston: World Education/SABES, Adventures
in Assessment, (6).
Knowles, M. (1975). Self-directed learning: A guide
for learners and teachers. Englewood Cliffs, NJ: Prentice Hall Regents.
Robishaw, D. L. (1993, Fall) The case for pre-goal
setting. Boston: World Education/SABES, Adventures in Assessment,
(5).
(1994).
Reading and writing professionals or literacy
workers. Boston: All Write News, Adult Literacy Resource Center.
(10), 4.
(1994).
Diversity or conformity. Boston: All Write News, Adult Literacy
Resource Center. (10), 6.
Whitton, L. (1994, Spring). One step of inquiry:
Documenting the voices. Boston: World Education/SABES, Adventures
in Assessment, (6).
Note to Program Directors:
Any one interested in the Bottoms Up Program please
call (508) 458-9782 or write:
Bottoms Up
ATT: Don Robishaw
Center for International Education
285 Hills House South
University of Massachusetts
Amherst, MA 01003
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FIGURE 1
I. JOHN DOE ON GETTING ANGRY OR IT WASNT LEARNING
THAT I DIDNT LIKE; IT WAS SCHOOLING
Vocabulary: 1. Rebel 2. Capable 3. Authority 4. Identify
5. Role
Question: John, were you a resister or a rebel in school?
Was I really such a troublemaker as a kid? Did I really
have behavioral problems like they used to tell me? Why,
for a while there they even thought I had a kind of learning
problem.
Sure I acted up a little, but I still liked to learn new
stuff. Even outside of school I liked to learn new things.
You know, play with the bugs and birds and other creatures.
I liked to learn - still do in fact. I was even capable
of the academic stuff too. Why didnt I stay? Was it
my fault? There I go blaming myself again. It wasnt
my fault. They did a pretty good job of locking me
out."
I didnt like school and told the teachers I didnt
like school. Why didnt they change the place if 75%
of us didnt like it and left? Sure I resisted the
school system and authority. They were the authority and
were not going to listen to me or the other kids.
We got no respect. Oh they respected the kids who came
in by bus, but not us. Why should I try so hard to be like
them if they didnt respect me. The guys in the projects
respected me cause I could fight pretty good. They respected
me because I told the teachers that school *&##@. So
sure I resisted schooling. Nobody in my neighborhood was
going anywhere even if they finished school. It didnt
make any difference to anybody if you stayed, and it didnt
make any difference if you left. Maybe if it did make a
difference to someone, but it didnt. So now Ive
got this monkey on my back because I left early,
but what can I do about it now?
I can tell you what was wrong with school then and I can
tell you what is wrong with school now - no respect. We
got no respect! Kids need to be respected once in a while
too. If they dont get respect in school they will
find someplace else to get respect. If I was a resister,
I wasnt the only one.
Questions:
1. Was John a resister? What in the story says that he was
a resister?
Can anyone identify with John?
2. What caused him to resist?
3. John talks about a monkey on his back. What
is it? What can he do about it?
4. Are there other roles that the school system tries to
force people to accept because of who they are? Examples
Sex, class, race . . . .
5. What are some of the good points that a resister has?
Can these good points be directed into something positive
as an adult learner? What are some of the bad points about
being a resister?
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II. TONYA SMITH ON DEVELOPING PERSISTENCE: SURE THERE ARE
ALWAYS SETBACKS BEFORE SUCCESS
Vocabulary: 1. Possessed 2. Actually 3. Succeed 4. Environment
5. Support 6. Setback 7. Stubborn 8. Effort 9. Invented
Question: Tonya, were you a persister in school?
Was I really a persister in school? Yes, I had to be. My
parents, teachers, coaches and classmates would not let me
be anything else. For awhile I was so possessed with doing
well in school it actually made me become sick. I would do
anything to succeed.
My friends in school were so much like me too. The teachers,
my parents and my friends always expecting me to do well.
They were all just like me.
But I liked it.
I liked school. The environment was great. There was always
so much support for my special projects. Learning at a young
age just grabbed me by the pants and wouldnt
let go.
Oh I wasnt perfect. There were always setbacks before
success came. But I was very stubborn. I wouldnt be
defeated. I learned from my father early on about Tom Edison.
He invented the first light bulb. He invented many other things
too. He made more mistakes in life than anybody. But he persisted.
Why he once made 9,999 mistakes in a row. He kept getting
up off the ice. Finally, on the 10,000th try his little
talking machine said the words, Mary had a little lamb.
If there is one word that means more to me than anything it
is persistence.
You have to know, that when I went to school most women were
being raised to stay home and become good housewives. Well
that wasnt for me. Much later I did all that stuff but
that was not on my mind as a kid in school. I knew, if I persisted
and worked hard that I would be rewarded for my efforts. It
is OK to stumble and fall down and make mistakes,
but you have to keep getting up off the ice. There
is a big world out there and you have to unlock the
door. Nobody is going to help you open the door.
I didnt have any extra tutoring like some of my classmates.
Oh yes, I did it all on my own and I did it my way!
Schools offer equal opportunities for all. I believe that
the average person can fulfill most goals. Anybody can do
what I did, as long as they develop persistence and work hard.
I knew that. My parents knew that too. Everybody knew that.
Some people persisted and others wasted their time. Yes I
was a persister, now I am a full professor.
Questions:
1. Was Tonya a persister? What in the story points out that
she was a persister?
2. What caused her to persist?
3. Why did Tonya like school?
4. What did Tonya mean when she said, learning grabbed
me.
5. What are some of the good points that a persister has?
Can these be directed into something positive for adult learners?
What are some of the bads points of being a persister? |
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This article was published in Adventures
in Assessment, Volume 7 (December 1994), SABES/World Education,
Boston, MA, Copyright 1994.
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